I am really tired. Of being in this THING. I cant really describe it. But I feel tired of trying to showcase myself. Get what I mean? I am wearing a mask wherever I go. I dont like it. It suffocates me. It really does.
If I am ever going to continue wearing that mask, I cant breathe.Then this stupid blog is like GIVING ME PROBLEMS. What is its problem?! Now when you click my post, you go to mixpod. Dammit. I hate it. I realised I nid sheila.
I miss talkng to brandon. Hearttalks. Dammit. My stupid phne aint working. WHT CAN I DO?! Pissing.
In 2 days, it is freakng speech day. How am I gna pin tht cosage with a streeful brain like this? OMGSH. I totally gotta loosen up. However, I cant help it. Blame me. Just blame me for everything that I have done wrong. I promis not to do it again. Omgsh. I am falling back onto the EMO path once again. I dont like it.
Listening to SAVE YOU. Who the hell would save ME if I save everyone. Lets hope someone would save me.
Ok. Now I am gna get married. To laziness. From now, I am Mrs Laziness. Thankyous.