Seriously. I suddenly thought to myself, Lyn, when was the last time you smiled? Wholeheartedly? I cant rmb. Life has been dull, black and down for me for GODKNWS wht reason. I really dontknw. Maybe its because I get pissed off so easily nowadays. Mygosh. Stressed.
It's nice to see that someone is there when I needed someone to talk to. In the end, he only wanted benefits. Long story. I realised that it isnt easy surviving on your own in the modern world. You'll get jealous and envious when you see others having someone to talk to, have a boyfriend, has something to do. I am so sick and tired of myself.
Getlost.